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Name: Carrie
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Dallas
Birthday: 9/3/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Falling in love with Jesus more and more! Letting him transform my visiosn, Travelling everywhere and telling them about the one and only love. One Word: Mountains! especially the Himalayas... going everywhere and finding things nobody ever knew existed, camping, hiking, blaring music and singing, random things
Expertise: following Jesus wholeheartedly and giving him nothing less
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  GrlChrstn87
Member Since:
3/10/2005
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| People are so confusing I am glad that the Lord has me where he does right now. I am learning to rest in the here and now instead of daydreaming about the future. Its much more satisfying. God has designated this time for us because this is where he wants to build us for the things ahead ,but we don't live now in happiness for the things to come but the things that are already here. look in front of you. | | |
| I am so frustrated I don't even know what to do with myself . I've made an emotional building so high and it seems to be crumbling down and it hurts. Its funny how you can allo yourself to feel a certain way for so long you don't realize its happening until its too late. I've allowed myself to get to this point and now I'm having to deal with it. Its hard to tryand keep your feelings under control when you're a girl it really is. today God kind of let my bubble burst , as he does sometimes to remind us of our weakness and dependence on him. But now I have no direction. I know one thing is for sure I don't want to think about this anymore it seems impossible but I don't want to. | | |
| Wow its been awhile and by while I mean like 7 months. I am in a state of...I don't know what....I could start with a long list of things that were bothering me but that seems as if it would be pointless. The main thing I guess is that I need $3,348 dollars for school in two weeks hmmm....everyone keeps pressuring me to take out a loan, or telling me things are my fault and its confusing I know God can do whatever he wants but the quesion for me at this point is ...does he want to? or does he want me out of school? I've looked in all the places I know of for help besides loans (that are't federal) and nothing is coming up. I wonder.... I ask the Lord but he doesn't show me maybe I am not listening hard enough. When I say the Lord will take care of it I have a million other people saying he won't if you don't do something...or he doesn't want you in school...or this is your fault for not getting a job during the summers...and its hard to tune them out to hear the one that really matters...goodness...faith is like a huge hill that is so big you can't see the other side but you keep climbing because you just know you'll get to the top eventually and when you do, you look down, and everything is right below you. | | |
| i leave tomorrow if i have time i'll write. | | |
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